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[Nov. 24th, 2009|02:56 am] |
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Looking at the pictures taken by my dear friends at saturday night's gathering, made me realised that i've put on weight, which is disappointing and sad. I would not say there is a very big difference, but to me, my guts are screaming inside. I need to exercise.
It took me these few years to realise that the attitude i've been holding on to, is not exactly favorable nor distasteful but it is natural instincts to push our troubles aside to procrastinate, at least for me, is the case.
Few days ago, i've been invited to join my friends from my previous job to go on a trip to KL which made me think about it alot. Not because, as if there's much to consider about but when i see the "To: whom" people, i decided i shall withdraw as i see a particular name, whether that someone is going or not, i shall avoid because i still feel drown with guilt. I remembered; when i did what i had to, I felt my heart leaping with relief, and a bit worried. why? Because, i wanted it all to go away.
At present. Much to my disappointment, i have not found a proper job, but i am starting my temp job on wednesday, and i hope it brings me somewhere.
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On one of the days, i visited this friend blog of mine and started reading her post, they were surprising quite interesting, enough to keep me reading and scrolling through her entries. It makes me wonder if anyone reads this (this blog of mine) anyway. oh wells, i am afraid of rejection so i do not think about such things much and brush it away, maybe thats why i keep running away from reality. Some people might dislike or have negative opinions about my mindset, but it makes me feel free, so it does not really matter if its the right and moral way to escape everytime. If i am happy, it should be right. No where in the world, would i want to be evil and start killing people just to run away(just a metaphor)
My intention was to find a new phone better than my previous nokia N82 in terms of specs, and there! i found it!
Adversely, i am not used to the touch screen sensitivity, it is quite irritating after awhile. Like sometimes, it super sensitive and starts calling random people, other times, it cannot detect my tap.
Something to be delighted about : i've got a new COOL PHONE. :) Took a brave step towards technology and bought LG BL 40.
Chocolate bar phone.
left: saturday gatherin Right: my phone
 
Goodnight all
xx |
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| Rice |
[Nov. 16th, 2009|05:13 pm] |
| [ | feeling |
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My brain and heart tells me the same things. I am afraid that sometimes i know what i want, but i just cannot act it out? like i don't have the resources. Its just an idea, more like a dream, and thats what i really wanna do, is it possible?
I was talking to a friend, and she was like " there are so many buts.." She shares the same sentiments. Like she mentioned, in other countries, " they value design much much more" & "even flyers posters everywhere along streets r nice n well designed" What about Singapore?
I guess Singapore is just about making money. business minded country. I have nothing against that. That is not wrong, but maybe we should also think about the aesthetics of our country.
And just a simple blog i found online, its about this Singaporean girl who is living in aussie now, the place is so pretty, everyone finds it necessary and puts effort into making beautiful things.
http://hellosandwich.blogspot.com/
Check this out, pretty pretty
www.rice.dk/ |
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| Cress |
[Nov. 14th, 2009|02:33 am] |
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This reminds me of how sometimes we don't realise the things or people close to us and we take them for granted, or we just overlooked all the basic stuffs in life. We get so caught in our current obsessions and become what we call, narrow minded, which might in turn hurt and affect others with our ignorance.
So, try not to neglect anything or anyone before its too late.
Piece of advice would be to take time. Well, just sharing the first impression. |
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[Nov. 13th, 2009|05:17 pm] |
making my day, mike just keep screamming and scrrreeeaaming! |
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| FUCKING HILARIOUS. |
[Nov. 13th, 2009|05:07 pm] |
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| |  amused | ] |
| [ | listenin |
| | HAHAHAHAH!!! | ] |
I was laughing my heads off. LOL sadistic.
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| girls just wanna have fun |
[Nov. 12th, 2009|11:47 pm] |
| [ | feeling |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | listenin |
| | You Found Me - The Fray | ] |
beats and rhythms playing out from my itunes, random rather boring youtube videos and tweeting
At 8.30PM:
my sister and i managed to run 1km at the park nearby my house, can you believe it? Me changing into sports wear, in ponytail and track shoes, outta my bed, running and panting like a dog. haha. proud of myself.
Remembered i need a red guitar! A RED ONE. the reason i used the word 'remembered' is because i used to have this list of what i made my mind on, but i probably lost it. Because such lists will always go missing, i do such list when i am super bored, or need to find a source of delight. Writing down makes me feel like i already have it. somehow. if u know what i mean. and while watching random youtube videos, the right side went noisy and all. arghh. now i play my stuffs aloud. sorry sisters and neighbours.
Gonna be so satisfied cause ive got Boots and Heels! Whooo so beautiful. <3 u. |
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